dday, rebooted

[dday]

I definately picked up the rope. Someone (preschool teacher) reminded me of a rumor about my xw, and instantly my mood soured. I have seen her everyday for a week. Far too much for me. I have looked nice and wore cologne every time, and had good pma, played with kids every time. But, since we have been talking well, etc I have got my hopes up again. I HAVE to quit that. I need to let go. A couple weeks ago, I was doing well, and I got sucked back in.

I'm going to go nuts if I can't figure out how to detach.

Sorry, down day on my roller coaster.