dday, rebooted

[dday]

I don't believe that she had anything in her childhood that was traumatic. Her parents made it look like a fairytale for the most part. Real life is a shock to her, I think.

S7 is my loving, sensitive child of the 3. They all cuddle, but he is way more needy with them. He is definately the one that brings things up the most. S5 still talks to me like I can just come home, and it's me standing in the way. S8, he doesn't like to talk about it much.

When we first met at the lawyer, xw said "I don't want to be married". Still don't know why, but that is the phrase she used. I think she has me just where she wants me... plan b. I need to remove myself from that.