Texting vile things about me never pleasing her in bed, one sided sex, I never amounted to anything, I am a failure, the oldies but goodies
First of all - you DO realize this is abusive, correct? Even though I suspect this is largely projection (turn all the "you"s into "I"s and I think it fits her pretty well, don't you?). Does she do any of this negative stuff to your son? If so, that's a SERIOUS problem.
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I have this condition that sometimes happens, its influenced by anxiety (There has been a little bit as of late eh?..lol) and eating red meat… my esophagus will lock up, I can not eat/drink until it relaxes.
Hopefully you have been scoped to maker sure there's not a stricture? If this is just esophageal spasm, get your doctor to prescribe you a bottle of viscous lidocaine - you mix a tablespoon with some liquid antacid (like Mylanta) and down a shot - numbs the esophagus and lets it relax (my mom gets this). It can save you a trip to the ER.
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After I checked out the 2 apartments … neither really what I am looking for so that search continues.
Don't know if this is close enough to where you're looking to be, but a friend lives in the Shadowridge Country Club aptmts right on the golf course in Vista- nice quiet complex with views of the golf course and a nice pool area.