Originally Posted By: Rouky
I have been like that Inpain, so don't beat yourself around. Think about something that you could do for you. What about a bath? Reading a book? Cooking?

I don't think I can really help you as for the last 2 weeks I have been going back to square one like on DDay. I'm struggling to move forward, so I sympathise with you. Sorry I can't be of further help.

Hang in there my friend. Loads and loads of hugs :-)


Rouky we must have been typing at the same time! I tried to start a book my Mum brought round yesterday but just couldn't concentrate on the words on the page - my mind just constantly wandered onto H. I'm so sorry that you're struggling too. I think it is so much harder because our Hs are coming round to see the kids. It is very hard to detach. You don't need to apologise, seeing your posts means there are people out there who care and who I can talk to and that alone means more than anything to me! Hugs to you too!


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S-11 D-7
T-19 yrs
M-15 yrs
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