You have received some exceptional advice. I can empathize how you are feeling.
You mentioned that your W is possibly moving 5 hours away. Is that in the same state? The reason I ask, is because you have rights. Don't simply give those up. No matter what, your daughter will always be your daughter. Don't sacrifice that for anything.
Do you journal? I found this to be very helpful to me. I wrote down small, attainable goals. I wrote down a lot of different things.
Ultimately, any change in your sitch begins with you. Why? Because you are the one here and the one who wants to save the M. First, you have to work on getting yourself emotionally stronger. That's why it is important to GAL. IMPORTANT!!! This cannot be overstated.
Things will get better. Hang in there. One step at a time.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
