Let it go. You will not be able to get anything right at this time. Things will change 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. One minute it will be okay and the next it will not be.
Don't worry about it and just be you. Limbo sucks and will for quite some time. I know where you are at and there is nothing that you can do to speed it up or make it any easier. All you can do is ask the Lord for the strength to make it through it.
You have been doing great so far, so stay off that rollercoaster and don't try and figure him out at this time. There is no such thing as figuring it out. Just trust the Lord.
