Good Morning,

Had a good evening last night. I came home to walk on treadmill, then have supper and run an errand. H was going to run an errand with S and didn't want to "do it on my schedule" meaning wait for me to finish walking and then all go to do errands. So they left, I made dinner for us while they were gone. Ate dinner together, H cleaned up a few dishes then went outside to finish trimming weeds along our fence line, which he had started last week. Since H didn't say anything about this to me, I had to ask him and say "wow."

H and S took a shower and then I read to S for awhile and we went to bed. When H and I were laying in bed H comes out with a "I'm busy Wednesday, Thursday and Friday nights" and I say oh, what are you doing? H says "I'm busy" He said in such a way that I interpreted it to mean "I don't need you so I'm going to be gone or maybe it's a cry for attention by the way he said it. I really don't think he's busy, but could make himself busy drinking is maybe what he was saying. I don't know. I'm thinking I should counter attack with a "maybe we could meet for dinner Thursday night" since I don't think he has any firm plans.

I then remind him that I have a birthday party to go to Friday night and his comment "have fun" in the same tone of voice used to say "he's busy" then he does proceed to ask a few questions in a normal interested voice. I asked him something back and he didn't respond and so I whispered "okay then good night."

I hesitated about reaching out to him last night to , didn't know if I should, shouldn't, and he made no moves. This is hard sometimes, do I, don't I, prebomb he was always interested, now it's tricky.

I did make H a sandwich last night for his lunch today which he did take. For some odd reason this is a good sign to me.

His dad's 80th b-day is Sunday and H said everyone is meeting for brunch. H didn't say he wasn't going so I'm thinking we might all attend brunch.

Cathy