Letting go, finally

[JGuy]

Back to work today is helping, highly engaged there, GALing is much easier when I am away from home and away from my W. I hooked up with a musician friend after work who I have always wanted to get to know better. He is such a kind soul, and somehow he really helped me find my way back to myself. I came home feeling very detached. Like I had been pulled out of a weird trance that I didn't even realize I was stuck in. I feel way better than how I felt for the past two days.

I picked up my guitar for the first time in quite a while, decided to re-learn a song that I wrote when I was 18. It is a song about how relationships aren't always easy or happy, and sometimes you just have to accept that's how life goes. It's as though I embedded a message in my own song that would help me later on in my life. I knew how to let go when I was 18... why is it so difficult now? I guess the 18 year old JGuy needed to remind the 39 year old JGuy.