My new thread 1

[Tyler12]

Thanks Zeus.
I have found posting here. Whether someone says something back or not is very therapeutic. It's a place to vent frustrations and excitement with feed back and guidance.

I know I am in denial. In the back of my mind I keep thinking we will be alright. She just needs time. I am focusing on changing that to I need time. I need to be happy. I can't be truly happy if I am dependant on someone for that. Other than my kids to a point. They always make me smile.
It's not a quick fix either.
I see what you mean by her head being in that place. I never thought of it like that. I saw it as nervousness and jealousy. Because that's how I wanted her to feel. Still very attached and think about her too much.
And that's where my GAL is helping. Tomorrow is volleyball night and I have been looking forward to it since last week. Taking my dog for a walk every night is a pain sometimes cause it's cold. Once I get out it's great tho.
Always looking for new things to do and ways to focus on me.