H is in a button pushing mode today, big time!! Everthing coming out of his mouth.argghhhh...it's tough...S4 and I are going to my parents for dinner. Don't know if H is coming or not, he hasn't been to a family function in over a year.

Friday night he stopped after work, we refinanced our mortgage right after work and from there he went for some "beers" well I guessed this is where he would be going since he'd been home all week. H didn't get home till midnight I would guess and then guess what he was interested in... But when he's been drinking he thinks it has to last for hours and guess what, he can't usually get off so it's just a lot of...well you can guess where I'm going.

Yesterday was an okay today, but today oh yeah he's there. S4 didn't want to take a nap and H grabbed him and told him to go up stairs to his room, well S4 fought him and guess who got spanked. There was also some swearing at S4 which I don't approve of, but to H doesn't hear any of that, it's "you don't want to discipline him" they way H sees it. But, it's not that at all, it's the swearing that I don't like. I don't like watching my S get spanked either, never have, but then I didn't like my brothers/sisters getting spanked either. We didn't get spanked that often only when we did something really awful.

So H blew up put his boots and stormed out of the house. In a way I was releived, but about two minutes later shows back up and goes in to talk to S4. Then leaves again in his truck, I come to BB, H is back and wants to know what I shut down. or what I didn't want him to see. I try to bring it back up but the computer is really slow.

H proceeds to write out some bills, then says he's going to the car wash. I don't know he's feeling stuff today big time, he's like a cat on the prowl and he best left alone.

Button pushing, button pushing...arghhhh

Cathy