I am also going myself to a counselor that we have used this week by myself as i need advice. I feel underwater and drowning....
To stay positive I have read some of the stories where things have turned around...I need positive. While I don't have any hope at this point of her even opening up the door to reconciliation, I just can't think over and over again its done.
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....