I just reread some of your old posts to me, you said in the beginning he was bullying me. Nailed it. (do I know you?)
For some reason, I think amwknsw must be familiar with you. This is a new member who has only posted on one thread, yours...and is always advising you to get a L.
I'm kind of worried about it, actually, which is why I'm pointing it out. Maybe this person is someone looking out for you, who knows something you do not.