Time to Let Go.....How? (6)

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thanks for commenting. I was reading yours earlier and saw that you seemed to be in a great place.

I think the NC was very scary and in the beginning for me it was very hard, but once i got past a week. I am now fine.

The funny thing is that i have had to see her twice for kids exchanges. I dont really acknowledge her at all. I focus on the kids. the only time i acknowledge her when we are leaving, I look up with a big smile and say see ya.

The looks that I am getting from her are priceless though. I dont know if she is pissed, confused, happy or what, but I really dont care. There is no way I could continue living like i was, because honestly, I wasnt living!

I think you are right about trying the NC, I wsih i did it earlier. It has made a world of difference.

We have S4 bday coming up and I have tickets for a Monster Truck show and I have one extra that I was considering offering to her, but there is no chance right now. I am going to invite one of his friends instead.

I want to go on other peoples posts and stress this but I dont want to be pushy and maybe this extreme isnt right for all, but me it is helping great!