WW, My Addiction, Patience, and HOPE

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My high from the weekend is wearing off every hour I'm at work.

Is there a little trust there for WW? Yes.
Trust, but verify? Yes Yes.

I think she's scared that I'm going to walk away from it all now. And she HAS to have that fear. I put it there. I have to think and act as if I'm ready to be done.

I told her last nice I'm choosing her, and choosing to keep the relationship going. She has to make that choice every day. Mowgli, I remember you saying the same thing when you reconciled.

I sent her an email this morning saying that I was happy she made a choice to stay and build something new with me. That's the first email I've sent her in a week, and probably one of 3 in the last 2 weeks. She said she's scared, but wants to see where we can take the marriage now.

I'll continue to give her space, but insist on NC, and access to her phone.

She called for counseling over the weekend.

Well, a new rabbit hole just opened up - let's see what's down this one...