So I should just enjoy the good days. Kind of like a person with cancer, you never know when they're going to have a relapse. A guy my H works with is dying of cancer so I'm sure this is bugging my H, too.
If he was as drunk as he was the last time...I'm glad he didn't come here. In a way it's like he knows better than to come here and that the last time he came so damn drunk was meant to show me something.
H isn't home yet. SS20 was here to see S4 and have dinner. H knew S20 was coming over tonight. SS asked where his dad was I said either working or drinking. SS said let's hope he's working. SS20 said before he left "do you think dad will be at his bar when I drive by?" I said call me.
The plan earlier this week was to go the deer and turkey expo tomorrow night and I told SS20 to plan on going with us so he's coming here after school. WE are ALL going.
