Chris - thanks for the encouragement.

The endorphine rush is pretty nice, but there is apprehension in everything now - that will be a part of me for a long time.

I still consider her a WW. The OM is very good with words, and her heart is still pulling in two directions.

JGUY linked to the lighthouse story in the last post in the second thread. I think she saw the lighthouse in the last couple weeks, but refused to acknowledge it was there. She's realizing the light is stronger than before, she's got to learn to trust it.

I have to keep focused on keeping the light bright. That means continue to divorce bust. And continue my journey.

My achilles has stopped hurting when I get up the morning. Time to work on getting back into the running. I have a 5k in March that I want to run!


M46, EXWW46
M15 T17
D20, S19, D13
M - Addiction since 1998
W EA/PA #1 2013/2014
W EA #2 June 2015...
BD 1 Big D talk 9/15
BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15
Served D 1/22/16
Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)