Battles of the sexes?

[NateG79]

I do see that point Fo. I've said before, I won't have the blood of my family being destroyed on my hands. That's her cross. I'm getting to a point now though, since BD in September, that I just don't want her anymore. I wish she would just give me a mercy killing. I love my little girl, and I hate that she may grow up with a broken home, but that's not up to me. My mom keeps saying, "someone had to fight for that little girl" I always reply "what do you suggest I do?" We had been somewhat friendly recently, but then I had reason to suspect there's now an OM2, and something inside me just shut off. I don't see her in a positive light. I don't find her attractive. Her desperate need to fill her holey bucket of a heart with physical gratification is just a turn off to me now. I had every opportunity on many occasions when I was in the music industry to cheat on her relentlessly, but I never did. I even told her once, no matter how bad it is between us, you will never find someone as loyal and dedicated as I am. I had a great role model in my own father.