That last part is what I also struggle with. Why delay, why be indecisive? Why do I have to have life on hold for WW? I know that I'm "moving forward" without her. But, closure is better. I detest unresolved outcomes.
Me:36 W: 27 D2 T10 M:2.5 Filed D 1/14/16 BD: Sep 15 A Discovered: 11/17/15 She moves out 11/19/15