One thing that I am learning about myself in this sitch is that I particularly struggle with mornings when I'm not in the same house with her. As the day progresses and it gets closer to the time for me to get off work and have some free time to distract me I get better.
Try something different. Play some music that gets your blood pumping. Listen to a Christian radio station. Do a morning workout. Just something to change the morning routine and to give yourself a little pep talk.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
