Hurt can mask lots of our true emotions. The hurt ebbs and flows, doesn't it?
We never do our best introspection under the influence.
Look at your blessings you do have. Be that awesome dad. Your D2 sees you as the most amazing dad, right? Be that dad, every day. Can't control the WW. Can't even hope to contain her (you'll get that reference if you watch football).
My WW pretended that everything was great yesterday. This was a day after I found out she has filed divorce papers on me, but I haven't been served - she put a stop on me serving. It's almost a game to her.
I'm sooo sick of the game. I've told her time and again that D wasn't the way to solve the issues we had. "It's the only way" she says. Blech.
This super limbo land [censored]. Just glad I have some strategies to cope with it right now - I've had practice the last 2 months!
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
