Quote: stage of depression that will eventually overtake the replay when the time comes. We do not know when that will occur.
When you say overtake replay, does this mean replay will get much worse, i.e., the drinking? Or will depression overtake replay where he will stop his replay behaviors?
I'm probably reading more into then necessary but I'm trying to understand what "overtake the replay" will mean.
Am I sensesless...lol....I just reread your post to me, just a after posting about tonight and detach, detach I guess is the answer. This is H's journey, he is at home with us and I believe he is here to stay.
I know he needs to bottom out, but am feeling it will be hell for me if I have to witness this happening. Just hope S isn't around if he blows at home.
And, in a way it's like God answered my prayers...I was really wishing for a night alone, some me time, time where I don't have to worry about where H is, if he's been drinking, what time he'll show up here and/or what kind of condition he's in so I guess I get a me evening. I have lot of reading to catch up on and praying.
