Morning Sotto,
I like the plan about gratitude and the GAL plans. I think your sadness is a natural part of the process, which seems to me to come and go like waves. You are always so determined to move forward. I so admire that. I hope you feel back to normal soon and are able to rest better. That's half the battle.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver