Now tonight she asks me if I want to do something. I said what did you have in mind. I dunno watch a movie or some thing I will probably fall asleep before it s over.
At which point she looked at her phone and I walked away. Which is a habit I am forming when we are talking and she looks at it.
so I am torn. I can easily find something to do until bed that does not involve her. At the same time. Not paying attention and doing stuff together is part of the reason she is leaving me.


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.