Hello, IP! Just dropping in to check on you, and let you know I'm thinking about you today. I know how hard this is, but I can tell you - it's getting better for me. I was an emotional basket case, but finally, finally...starting to get my feet on solid ground again.
The more you can think about other things, so you spend less time on H? The better it will be. Mona's rearranging suggestion was really quite good. Look for things that require a lot of concentration, too.
You're doing fine - and this will all get better. Promise.
Hi Ancaire, thank you so much for checking in on me. I really don't feel like I'm doing fine. I seem to have really slipped back this past week. I have been crying an awful lot - even at work. Many times I've had to go and hide somewhere so that I can cry. I haven't been sleeping well and eating food has started to be tasteless again. I wish I could get to where you are now. I feel so drained by it all. I have looked round my home and can see many things I could really get my teeth into to take my mind off H, but I seem to lack the energy and motivation right now.
