Your question about decisions weighed on me. Today's been bad, with a long string of contempt and criticism and how I am not humble. It feels unending. I just want to get away or worse. The girls see how pissy he can be, yet he turned that onto them reflecting me! Which may be partially true, I'll admit. Dunno how much more I can take. You say it "can't happen" for a pastor but they are just men, like any other. Yes, they have more to account for but they are tempted all the more. I get that. I dont' get how he can't understand what he's doing nor how much I hurt. Sorry, I don't get it.
Me: 42, H: 38 Married: 12 years (second M for me) 14D, 9D 2015 EA (PA??), porn addict, *pastor/counselor* MLC
At a counselor, he said he wanted the marriage but not to work on himself w/a IC. Piecing?
