Okay I'm posting, this morning I just didn't want any part of any of this MLC/anything. Been reading some old threads posted around and am realizing I have a long ways to go with this and then more afterwards...it just overwhelmed me.
Totite: our team lost, so we're out of the tourney, but our hockey team is in the NCAA.
H seems to be getting worse, yesterday he said he didn't eat very much, hasn't had a drink since Sunday, and his appt. is tomorrow.
H was home last night, watched TV, S and I ran errands. Came back home, watched some TV and H went to bed and S went to bed with H. I relaxed on the couch and prayed, thought, had some me time.
Today, I feel kind of down, not sure why. Maybe the weather? Maybe the fact that H is home, he's not feeling well, it's like when S gets sick, my routine is interupted, I want things back to normal, want everyone healthy and happy..well the normal that they are these days.
I've been pretty much giving H his space this week. Not initiating a lot of conversation, H won't answer some of the time. When he does speak he's very nice, so there's no anger. S and H talk a lot.
I'm meeting some friends to tonight for snacks, gossip and drinks so am looking forward to that. Work is awfully boring these days, also.
I'm fighting a cold or something on top of everything else.
One more day and it's Friday..so I'll just hang in there.
