WW, My Addiction, Patience is HARD

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Ok, got free tickets to the Capitols Hockey (minor league in town).

Invited the wife. She accepted. She's excited to go, and we'll hit up someplace with the kids beforehand.

This is a PERFECT way to show her that I'm committed to the family, to my kids, and that we can interact in a very positive way, without talking about the sitch.

I'm going to an event with my wife who is divorcing me. And I asked her. CRAZY. Totally illogical to me, but my hurt right now is in my back pocket. It has to stay there for now. I can tell it wants to jump out of my pocket and attack what I still call my wife, but who right now is not my wife. Or won't be in the future. LOL.

Be there for my kids. Be the husband she can't imagine leaving on the curb. Smile and wave, boys, smile and wave! I have to keep thinking I can do this. I CAN do this. I WILL do this.

I'm on the stage. My head is in the guillotine. My executioner just developed a bad case of the runs. So, I have to sit and wait. Will the people find their heart and stop the execution? We shall see in the next 60 days, whoops, 59 days.