If my W and I do divorce, it's ok. I'm prepared. It does hurt, but not nearly as bad as fearing the train crash. It will hurt in the future, but it won't hurt forever.
I might have the chance to go to a hockey game tonight with the kids. I think I'll invite the wife, as a way of being 'neighborly'.
The balancing act of being detached (and cold, which often happens), and trying to show her the best trumpet, and being happy and content, is such a difficult dance right now.
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)