Thank you all. I will talk more later when I have the time, but I am logging on here to get the strength. I have followed advice and have a full day of GAL. I would prefer to crawl into bed for the day...but that leads no where. You are all correct. This is the beginning of a new chapter for me. It wasn't the one I wanted, but it is mine. Onto the new E.
M 46 / H 43 T 24/M 18 S 4 11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY 1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom 1/8/2016 H moved out