E, so sorry that everything is so painful, but please know that this stage will get better too. My house felt so empty at first too when H moved out, especially coming home from business trips. I just slowly started to do things to make the house feel more warm and mine. I changed around furniture, added scented candles, bought a few new accessories, etc.
Today, I appeciate having space to myself, I can do whatever I want, and I am way more attached. Also, this now gives you H the pace to actually have feelings of missing you. And he will. You doing such an amazing job with all of this.
Big hug. BT
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015