I have seen no glimmer of hope from her. I am hoping her maybe wanting to see my girls is a glimmer. Maybe I'm just pretending. Also..I gave my kids mail to give to ex and I slipped a Christmas card I had gotten her but she had not got. In it I enclosed a $20 Powerball ticket. I wrote " If you win, I want 1/2 which would be about $200 million after taxes. Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday" Maybe it is a sign? I have as much chance of getting her back as winning the lottery. If she does win and doesn't give me 1/2. Then it is definetly over. By my choice:)