do you have the book Divorce Remedy? Read Cadet's homework list. that's the best advice I can give you. Try to breathe. Try as much as you can not to act out. You will get through this. You've already gotten through so much. A big fat HELL YEAH to going to alanon.

xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver