I'm angry. I'm still hurt. I'm working through it, but not fast enough. I think it must be a process. I'm angry that my life is changing in a way I never wanted, thanks to H. I'm angry because I'm going to struggle, thanks to H.
I think the only way I'm really going to move past it, is when I get to the point I'm not struggling. I'm happy with my new life. There's more, but I think the point I'm trying to make is I think the anger is helping me move forward, but it sure is making it hard for me to be friends with an ungrateful H. The man is divorcing me! What does he expect?
I try not to think about it most of the time. I may try the suggestion of writing it all out and burning it...I may have to do that over and over again. If you see a fire that has taken over central Texas, you'll know I was burning my anger!
Have fun! I can hardly wait to hear about your weekend.
