Angel, 4 months without seeing your children must have been horrible. I'm happy for you that you will see them tomorrow. Go to your daughters birthday party, even just to show your face to her. She will remember, even if everyone else there makes it awkward for you. Be well.
Me-40's W- 40's Married 22, Together 29 BD#1- 6/15 W needs space BD#2- OM confirmed PA 1/8/16 Still both home, but not for long