Zero steps forward

[Pax_luv]

I read it here all the time.... Nothing good ever comes from snooping! H and I couldn't meet for dog swap today so I had to go to the house and get him. I was actually relieved to not have to see h--- bleh- I just don't want to see him!

Anyway, I read all of his Christmas cards that he had out- all from people I've never even heard of. One from a chick who thanked him for sharing all his dating stories with her. Really?!?! Wtf? Stupid broad! Then she finished- if you want to hang out more... I'd love to get to know you better.

I'm not spiteful, but part of me wants to go start an online dating profile just to get some interest/ flirtation going. I've never done online dating, but I'm not sure how else to meet people given the fact that I'm always working and not 25 hangin in da club.

Time to buck up. Still working on myself, but feeling lonely and my snooping didn't help. I know it's not a competition between me and h but I sure am feeling like the loser right now.