Ps Ancaire i saw the previous links you posted to me (before they deleted them) The one with Char..... Was my life line for the first 8 months. I prayed, I trusted, I had faith,,,, like someone ( it was either Dday or zues) topic header was. More and more, less and less. For the first year my I believe I grew in faith and now I feel like I am flounder again. Thanks for being here Judy. I really wish we could get together in person As I said before sometimes I am so exhausted even thinking about typing out all the crap that is going on
