Wednesday I had IC. Had a long chat about what my M could look like in the future. She made a valid point about it being whatever the f**k I want it to be.

I always thought I wanted a full-time H. Someone I did everything with. Now that I'm on my own again I think I rather like it. Maybe, just maybe living apart from each other might work in the long run. I can concentrate on myself, do my schooling, live with my animals. Financially I wouldn't have to worry about what he's doing or how much he spends. Doesn't affect me at all.

H will never be one to get me fancy jewelry or whisk me away on a fabulous vacation. I'm ok with that, because I can buy myself what I like or want and I can whisk myself away on a vacation.

IC said I'm doing remarkably better. I can feel it too. Maybe the AD is kicking in, maybe it's because H and I are getting along so well. Whatever it is...I like it!

I'm working on furnishing the house a bit more, getting shelving, unpacking and sorting. Today I sent in my registration and payment for college. My daughter and I went to the local rec centre and signed up. Yoga and aquafitness here I come! Life is moving in a uncertain, but exciting direction.

My daughter was with me when I sent in the registration for college. She turned to me and told me she was very proud of me. grin That made my day! I'm very proud of myself as well. I have come such a long way in the last 9 months.

Di-mond in the rough
M-45 H-38
My children S-25 D-23
T 5 M 4
H left April Fools Day 2015

One day at a time!