Thanks guys. I dont feel the anger is contriving my life in the slightest. I am almost always happy and playful. So I will just let the anger that I have alone. I need to stop borrowing problems.

The good news it that is is FINALLY Friday. It is the first normal Friday since December 18th. Finally all of my friends will be in their regular positions on the dance floor. And I can laugh and spin and wink and laugh some more with people I love and who love me.

I also get an added bonus this week. The group decided to all go bowling tomorrow. I am the world's worst bowler. I just get happy if the bowling ball goes forward and not backwards. Needless to say, I am going to have the best of the best time tomorrow. Yes, my jerkface is coming tomorrow. And I had a mini and banana ready... just kidding, I had a classy cute outfit like job suggested ready. And I will throw it all away in a heart beat if I get the opportunity to make a fool out of myself with a bowling ball.


Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!