Well, everything just changed. There is an OM. Just confirmed. Not sure if it's EA or PA, but it doesn't matter. It's someone she works with. I feel sick, angry, sad and lost. My first reaction is to confront her when she gets home and just end it. I've had enough. When does the bottom stop going lower?? I feel like I'm still falling and there is no bottom. Vise, I hear what you are saying and, in theory, it is correct. I just can't get myself there and focus on me yet. It was getting better, until now. In my mind, it has always been "us" over "me" since BD. I'm calling my L to file. Canceling her cell, credit cards, and car insurance. I just dropped the rope for good. I know I have my faults, and I am working hard on repairing them. But, I am not the monster she has made me out to be and I definitely didn't deserve this. I need a few minutes to sit and think. I'm going to drive for a while to collect my thoughts and not do anything stupid. Patience is at an all time low for me and any confidence I had just died with today's news. Again, any thoughts would be appreciated.
Me-40's W- 40's Married 22, Together 29 BD#1- 6/15 W needs space BD#2- OM confirmed PA 1/8/16 Still both home, but not for long
