I haven't read it all, but I'll start today. And for a plan, I've had them. Giving space, GAL, time with kids, etc. No R talks. None of this has worked towards helping my R. I know I need to keep no expectations, but I keep looking for something. Anything. Her walls are high and are getting higher. I keep reading that if something is not working, do something different. This is where I am stuck. There is only so much a person can take and faking it can only go so far. I consider just filing and ending it now, more to snap her out of it than actually wanting to do it. The thing is, I don't want what we have now either. Limbo $ucks. I struggle between hope and patience and losing the hope and just moving on with what is left of me. I'll get into mutatio's sitch now. Be well.
Me-40's W- 40's Married 22, Together 29 BD#1- 6/15 W needs space BD#2- OM confirmed PA 1/8/16 Still both home, but not for long
