First time posting. Waw and trying to repair

[NateG79]

Maybe you'll be lucky like me, she'll say something or do something, and something inside you will simply click and turn off. I suspect after the disaster of my WW's 1st A ending caused her to get desperate, and she immediately sought another fix. Catching her in a lie, something snapped and made her very unattractive, even repulsive to me. I now desire no contact, no friendship, no emotional validation whatsoever from her. A place I had thought I may not be for awhile. But right now, atm, my emotions for her have suddenly shut off, and my daughter and me is all I care about.