Late to the game

[Free]

Thanks cadet and nygal.
I have no plans to move anywhere. By cordial, I mean a quick hello or good bye. No R talk ever. Other than the kitchen for meals, I do not stay in the same room as her. Since my return from the hospital last week, W is no longer in the bedroom with me. She sleeps on the couch now. I've been sleeping better since she is no longer in the same bed. It was awkward since BD and its better this way.
I've worked on me, my issues, and GAL since BD. Towards the R, I feel like I've done NOTHING but give her space for a while now.
Sometimes I need to remember that DB is for me, not my marriage. Looking back, I feel stronger now than at any point since BD. So, it is working.
I do still break down (alone) when I think about it all.