Mu, I think it all goes back to making yourself great (which you have an awesome place to build from) and enjoy what you can in life. A happy, healthy, loving, independant person is attractive. That is what I am trying to do myself. I'm not sure it will bring xw back, but I feel better about life anyway. Xw is the one thing I WANT most that I don't have, but I don't need her anymore.
You are well liked and respected here. Try to show the outside world that same person, and you will be fine. Try and let go, and let God (the one of your understanding). It honestly is all we can do.
I have much respect for you, and am happy to call you my friend. Even if it is only online.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
