He left a day early. So this morning was the last morning I'll wish him a good day face to face. Maudlin and probably catastrophizing (sp), but it's how I'm feeling this morning. Hopefully work will get me in a better space.
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I remember that morning and night before XW and I separated so clearly. It was so weird knowing that that was going to be the last night we ever slept under he same roof. She actually came and slept in the bed with me for the first time in a month (something about her back hurting?). I remember coming back in after getting my kids in the car to give her one "last kiss".
It was an incredibly painful experience. But, I got through it. And came out better on the other side.
