CaliGuy and V, thanks for the suggestion. I like the idea, I think I will do it tomorrow and the ACE test. I was planning to take it today but my daughter and I ran an errand. I used to pass on opportunity's to do things with my kids. Now I drop almost everything to share a moment with them. I am ready to make a list. I am ready to work on myself.
I just mentioned this on Jpeg's thread, I am tired of doing this. I worry and worry and it gets me nowhere. I don't think its detachment. I think it's an recognition that what I have been doing is a waste of time and energy. I will keep busy and let the universe reveal itself on it's timetable.