Well, the play date fell through. Her youngest isn't feeling well. The kids and I went for a walk and hit the park for a bit.
No contact with X since my last idiotic move.
I can't make any R goals right now. It just seems unrealistic to do so, he seems so far removed from me. But I have made some personal goals and have started a list of things I would like to do with the kids as well.
Bless you Rain. Well done for making some personal goals. I need to learn from you. From reading your last few posts we seem to be at very similar stages in our struggles. I haven't managed to set any goals at all. I really admire how you manage to pull yourself back up each time.