Do what makes you happy Mona. Yes you want him to see you looking amazing and he should. Make him see what he is missing out on. At the same time are you going to let what he thinks or says change how you feel about yourself? I am not letting W dictate that to me. You are happy and attractive Mona no matter what!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.