venting>>> so I am sitting here thinking of when things went wrong..there were many signs I missed. My H instead of buying a sportscar or anything extravagant...decided to be a pilot...not just a pilot but a commercial pilot. well he had started ad and that hindered him as well as his physical limitations and of course that was my fault...commercial was out..so next up helicopter...moves us out to texas for school...leaves us a week later. I try to be pissed off but honestly I can't..he just seems so lost. I joined a meetup here and will be going tonight...wish me luck I feel awkward. Sat. I plan on taking the older boys hiking and taking nature pictures. time to move fwd
