Felt great when I woke up this morning. Feeling really positive right now. The self confidence i have is growing all the time and my ability to detach and not let W affect my mood and attitude is easier. I hit a bit of a hard spot last night as she was doing something and I couldn't help but stare as I was overwhelmed with attraction for her. She is still the most beautiful woman in the world. I took a deep breath and walked out before I said something or did something that would set me back. But my god it was hard not to run to her in that situation
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.