I am reading your thread but don't contribute as you have lots of support over there. Just to say yr a strong, kind, caring person and I'm sending you hugs x
I know what you mean about relieving the pressure and I'm looking forward to getting a little solo time this weekend, although I will miss the kids.
Time heals and I hope that W will eventually see that feelings can change and change quickly.
W forgave her father for the ultimate betrayal between daughter and Father. W hated her Father, then finds she loves him when he is dieing in hospital. He has passes away and W has to deal with her feelings, of remorse, regret, resentment, love and hate for that man.
For me the love of my spouse is more than the love of my parents - is that wrong? Or is it a different kind of love?
W has loved me, not loved me, loved me, and not loved me over the 15 years, hopefully she can find it in her heart to love me again.
Last edited by isittoolate; 01/07/1610:06 AM.
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